+ Fudge // Saturday, October 25, 2008
I cannot even begin to describe the utter hatred I feel for my brother. When I do my homework, I like quiet, peace of mind, no little annoying looks over my shoulder or the sound of him clicking his way through the pictures on the camera
, in my room. Goodness, just because
he's got nothing on his shoulders weighing him down doesn't mean
I don't. If only he could understand
something in his godamn life. Honestly, I fear what will become of him in the future. His attitude and behavior are that of a first grader: immature, irresponsible, indifferent to school.
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+ All //
I ever feel is lost. POR QUE?! It's always like this. This stupid, darn perpetual sense of just being in a void is incredibly vexing.
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+ Lists // Friday, October 24, 2008
I love making lists. I don't know why. My affinity for it is ginormous. Almost to the point of insanity.
This weekend...
Play Wii 1-2 hrsFinish WHAP Ch.14 notes and notecardsFinish Spanish and English by Saturday
Finish reading Rash
More to come... WOW this is a first. How surprising. I actually completed everything on my To-Do list! CELEBRATION TIME!...in the form of studying for my Chemistry quiz tomorrow.
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+ This // Thursday, October 23, 2008
has been going on for some time now, but I've finally mustered enough courage to say it: I fucking wish i could fucking chop my dad's hand off when he knocks on the headboard above his bed.
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